I have these three friends that are just like pornstars, and dress really flamboyant all day everyday. they are both really pretty and are amazingly fun. They all have a lot of piercings and even though they are like 5'8" already, they wear these gigantic heels and drive muscle cars. I've never met anyone like this. I feel like I fit in with them but only to a certain extent. I love them so much and I don't know what I would do without them, but I feel like since I am not as "outragious" as they are when it comes to almost EVERYTHING, (sex, clothes, confidence) I am beginning to feel a strain that I don't know how to fix. I am beginning to think that they are talking about me behind my back because this one time when we were all drunk, I cried really hard and made a scene that I barely even remember. Ever since then it's been a little bit... idk. Whats to do?