Today, went to neurologist at 6am -10am(i have had 2 concussions so i get chronic migraines), not to mention i felt sick went to safeway for job training (they made me stand waiting
for 2 hours because the boss was busy. then told me the computers were
running too slow to do my training on. so they sent me home with no pay.)
went home, had my dad get in my face about jobs.
texted my girlfriend, told her i could pick her up from school today.
thought maybe we could just chill and make me somewhat happier.
my friend needed a ride also, so he came along.
picked her up at 2:55, to see that she was upset about something... which
isnt surprising lately.
was about to get out of the parking lot, and he gets pissed about me because i said i feel like a slave, so she got pissed and got out
of the car, slammed the door. yelling at me "I dont need to hear this shit, i had a god awful fucking day"
i couldnt do much at that point, i was driving a car. im not gonna stop it in the middle of traffic to run after her. so i drove
my friend to
where he needed to be. got home...
i feel tired, depressed, and just hopeless. things arent going to well for me ever since i got out of boarding school.
Post edited at 5:10 pm on Nov. 9, 2009 by Rock Lobster
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Hell is not a place where you go if you're not a Christian, its
the failure of your lifes greatest ambitions...
-Immortal Technique