my mom is really pissing me off. i've wanted an allergy test for the past 2 years, and we can't afford it. i can understand that, but i still want one. she gets all up in my face, saying i'm a healthy kid, there's nothing wrong with me, that if she was really worried she'd take me to get it done. but it makes me mad because every fucking day i have to worry about if i'm going to get hives all over my face/neck/back when I shower, or whether or not someone is cutting their grass today and if I'm going to get a puffy face from that.
I want to find out if I'm allergic to anything else, like insect stings, or certain foods, because I don't want to DIE. She doesn't seem to get that. I don't want to DIE from eating something I don't even know I'm allergic to or not, and I don't like getting hives all over my fucking FACE, it hurts.