Firstly, your missing happiness and fulfillment...

Perhaps joining clubs and actively pursuing politics is not what you really enjoy?
Perhaps you haven't discovered yet?

Have you tried expanding your horizons by doing something new and different?

All the best

Regards
Benvolio James Harvey

p.s this is my first post on the site - I was selfishly banned from teenspot so I decided to join a new site lol

Honestly what I think you are missing, a sense of fulfillment. You look around at what you already have, but in a way, its not what you really want. Sure you have friends and good grades but deep down inside, you want to feel like you are good at something and to do something that makes you appear special to yourself.

My advice is this: find what you are good at or what you are interested in and DO IT. You gotta look inside your heart and come to terms with what it is that you are missing. None of us can explain to you what you are missing because none of us are you. Without a doubt you will go through a lot of things to try to fill that missing piece of you until you find the correct one. Don't feel bad if it takes you a while to find that passion, everyone in live goes through this stage at one time or another. Identify what interests you and work for it and achieve it, it could be anything from politics to sports to even arts and crafts or something silly. It took me 16 years to figure out that firefighting was my passion and for 16 years, I felt empty even through I was popular, well liked, had friends and so forth.

You say you are in multiple clubs and hold multiple positions but is that really your true calling? Find it and come back and I can tell you without any second thoughts that you will be much happier.

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So Others May Live.
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