Im am a very outgoing, social person..on the outside. I join as many clubs as possible, volunteer much of my time to good causes, and am known and respected by all teachers and students, and envied (as i am told) by many. Some friends say they're jelous at how fun, and busy my life is.
They say im a socialite.
But i feel that all they are saying is bs. I dont feel like im having that much fun, or that i have any/ or good friends. I actually feel verrryyy lonely, and unhappy. but why? i dont get it...