Sorry. This won't change anything but I just wanted to let you know I recognized how much of a bitch I was on Halloween night. Like why couldn't I help you find my car, and why did I snap at you? I don't know. I learned a while back that guys are like dogs, and they don't want anyone to raise their voice at them or do mean things to them anymore than a dog does. Mostly they just want to be pet.

Last Halloween someone stole my purse at a costume party. Then, three weeks later, a good Samaritan sent my purse back to me in the mail. I would much rather have had that happen on Halloween to me than what happened between us...In fact, I'd willingly give my purse to the nearest hobo sleeping on a park bench to skip that.

Are you going to miss me? Will Mr. Happy miss me? Will Gizmo miss me?  

I might not ever know. Which really sucks for me because I find 99.8% of guys repulsive. I don't date blondes and I don't date redheads. I don't date guys who are bald, or have tattoos or wear gold chains. I don't date guys who drink. I don't even date guys who drink socially. I don't date guys with sarcastic attitudes. And they have to be not taller than 5'10" and no shorter than 5'8." Or I will feel like a shrimp or like I'm walking around with a giant. They must be a brunette. They must be sweet and they must be kind and funny too. But even out of all the brunette guys out there who meet my qualifications, I still only find a miniscule amount of them attractive. I have dated five guys and I never really found any of them attractive except for one. There's got to be something weird about that. I'm waaay too picky. The only one I ever found attractive was you. You can tell me to date someone else but I refuse. I just won't. And I don't have to. It's a free country.

Post edited at 3:14 pm on Nov. 6, 2009 by shineandpolish

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