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and as i'm typing this, tears are litteraly rolling down my face.
sure everything between my boyfriend and me are fine-at the moment. but my depression as completely altered my life. the me he met was fun, funny, outgoing, smart.
now i go to a school for drop outs, im always quiet, and when we hang out, we just chill.
i don't have the same energy anymore. and a few weeks ago i felt like the old me again, all the energy was back. he was like "are you high" and i said "no im just being me" and it really hurt when he asked that.
cuz he was serious. im having a complete break down.
he's my everything, and i don't know what i'd do without him. but i just don't have the energy to put on the show i used to. i'm sick of winding myself up everyday.
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what do i do?
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Eklipse 
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Do you know anything that's causing you to be like this? Perhaps how your life is going, and everything that's been happening in it? Like, recently has anything completely changed in your life. Whether it be between you and your boyfriend, or between you and some other happening. Never put on a show, especially in times when you're upset. You're just going to cover shit up that's going to come out sooner or later.
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( kelley187 )
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Quote: from eklipse at 6:00 pm on Nov. 7, 2009
 Do you know anything that's causing you to be like this? Perhaps how your life is going, and everything that's been happening in it? Like, recently has anything completely changed in your life. Whether it be between you and your boyfriend, or between you and some other happening. Never put on a show, especially in times when you're upset. You're just going to cover shit up that's going to come out sooner or later.
i have no idea what's causing this. nothing has happened. life sucks at home but everyday i have to wind myself up to go to school, to go to work, to hang out, etc.
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You shouldn't have to wind up to go do things. Sometimes things bother use entirely, for reasons we don't know. It's really hard to give advice on what to do, especially when the source of the problem is basically unknown. What you have to do, though, is just try to see the best in everything. Don't let things get in the way of you being happy, and if something terrible comes, just take it easy and come to a reasonable solution with it; Rather than having it bring you down even further. Be yourself, ignore the negatives, and try to get by with everything. Just think of things in your life that make you happy. Such as your boyfriend and friend. Use them as motivators, as things to just keep you going. :)
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