I feel like I'm going to die alone. And when I do, I'll die thinking of everyone I've hurt, and or lost. I think because I've had such little social experience, I don't know how to make or even keep friends.
Right now, I think I've lost the most important friendship in my life so far. I don't know what to do. He won't reply to my messages, and he set his profile to private. He probably doesn't want to bother with me. Living a sadistic life is something I want to do no longer. I've gotten lots of advice, but none of it helps at all.
I need help.
Post edited at 10:33 pm on Oct. 23, 2009 by Anonymous