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I was at my boyfriend's family bbq yesterday (Salad for me) and I had a few glasses of wine.
His brother's girlfriend is only a size smaller than me, so I didn't feel too bad.
Anyway, I'm always pretty careful about how far we go and where he can/can't touch me.
Yesterday, I was drunk and it got completely out of hand. My top came off and he fingered me. He touched me, saw my stomach, the disgusting fat that's there and I feel sick just thinking about what he must have thought.
I don't mind doing things to HIM, I just don't like him seeing, feeling how fat I am.
Why can't he just be happy with a blowjob like a normal guy? Why must he insist on touching ME?
Shit, I know I sound like a pathetic whiney bitch, but I just can't believe I lost my inhibitions like that after so little alcohol >_>
I feel guilty for enjoying it, and I don't know how to act when I see him tomorrow 
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Mikoto
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wtf sort yourself out if you think you're fat and that he's going to think anything bad
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 You are pathetic. You sound pathetic. But on the topic, just act normal. I'm pretty sure he saw your stomach flab before.
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it doesn't sound like it's a proble for him so don't worry
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I feel like the problem is less alcohol and more your self-image problems that won't let your partner, who you are intimate with, see or pleasure your body. You may have unattractive body fat (which you're obviously working on with your diet), but if your BF saw you topless and continued to move on and finger you, he's obviously accepting your body for what it is. Even if you don't like parts of it and want to improve it, you should do the same. If you don't like your weight keep eating right and exercising and whatnot, but don't allow your insecurities about your body to stop you and your boyfriend from enjoying eachother.
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blame it on the al al al al al-alcohol
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Quote: from Anonymous at 8:19 pm on Aug. 17, 2009
 I was at my boyfriend's family bbq yesterday (Salad for me) and I had a few glasses of wine.
His brother's girlfriend is only a size smaller than me, so I didn't feel too bad.
Anyway, I'm always pretty careful about how far we go and where he can/can't touch me.
Yesterday, I was drunk and it got completely out of hand. My top came off and he fingered me. He touched me, saw my stomach, the disgusting fat that's there and I feel sick just thinking about what he must have thought.
I don't mind doing things to HIM, I just don't like him seeing, feeling how fat I am.
Why can't he just be happy with a blowjob like a normal guy? Why must he insist on touching ME?
Shit, I know I sound like a pathetic whiney bitch, but I just can't believe I lost my inhibitions like that after so little alcohol >_>
I feel guilty for enjoying it, and I don't know how to act when I see him tomorrow 
Seconding what Wilder said. You have profound issues with your own self-image. Combined with the fact that a 'few' glasses of wine got you drunk, it sounds like you might not be all that big after all.
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