i have no emotions anymore when i left him, he took my soul away from me. everyone thinks i am a happy peppy energetic girl i hide behind a mask
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my anorexia is coming back & i dont want to stop it this time
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Quote: from withyougone at 4:33 pm on Oct. 8, 2009
my anorexia is coming back & i dont want to stop it this time
Why not? You seem smart enough, and chances are you already know all of the consequences that come with it, but why don't you want to stop something that could hurt you so much further down the road? :/
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Because quite frankly, it gives me some control over my life, which i currently have absloutley no control over.
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Yea, I understand the whole control aspect, but it'll give you control temporarily. What happens in the long run when things get out of your reach and you can't exactly control what happens to your anorexia and body. Sure you can stay bold and say that that won't happen, but we all know that eventually regardless what we say, something bad will happen if we let it go too long. We can't always help ourselves out of issues like that. :/
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