my boyfriend and i were trying very hard not to have sex before marriage but slipped and did it 3 times. this last time I initiated it, and it felt right at the time but then i felt so embarassed after because i was like fuck me, fuck me! it was so gross. so he got on top of me and started fucking me. i got so embarassed and my boyfriend and i failed in our mission to try to prepare ourselves to be worthy of getting married in a church and i feel so bad now.
Post edited at 4:36 pm on Oct. 5, 2009 by shineandpolish
4:37 pm on Oct. 5, 2009 | Joined: Oct. 2007 | Days Active: 548 Join to learn more about NatsyEngland, United Kingdom | BisexualFemale | Posts: 28,740 | Points: 45,500
but you and him both liked it so whats wrong with that?
4:38 pm on Oct. 5, 2009 | Joined: June 2009 | Days Active: 113 Join to learn more about LeachesramieWisconsin, United States | Label FreeFemale | Posts: 205 | Points: 1,347
why? You have no good reason other than wanting to set a date after you were legally bound together. Sex is a basic human need. Just accept it and use protection.
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lol it was good then?
