I'm so sick of being so depressed - it's really horrible... Last night i went to bed at 10:00pm and cried until 1:00am...
i don't even understand it anymore.
one second im thinking about wanting to recovery and get healthy from my anorexia...
and the next im thinking when i will next fast
or i end up thinking about how i dont have a boyfriend..
Am i just being stupid?
i just wish i wasnt so fat and ugly.
sometimes its got really bad.
Ive overdosed 3 times but never been to the E.R
Post edited at 5:21 am on Oct. 4, 2009 by Anonymous