I miss him terribly, and I keep getting the feeling that he just doesn't care about me anymore. I talk to him on the phone a bunch, text him, etc. I really miss him. Sometimes he tells me he misses me too.

And I know since we already text and talk that changing our status to "relationship" really won't make a difference. But I'd like to still be going out with him.

I'm so ridiculous. Talking to him makes me cry sometimes.

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a purpose to human life, no matter who is controlling it,
is to love whoever is around to be loved
- kurt vonnegut

About a month into college he asked me back out without being with anyone else. It was weird, but it worked out. We're still together and going strong. No weird relationship anymore. I hope everything works out for you too. My advice is to just hang in there.

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I feel the salty waves come in. I feel them crash against my skin.
And I smile as I respire because I know they'll never win.