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i'm DONE with being fat and ugly
Replies: 20Last Post Sep. 12, 2008 9:02pm by xxdeeperheartxx
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i grew up an "emotional eater," using food to deal with my parents fighting and changing into a school where i had no friends for a year. it continued all through middle school, and because of it, i got fat. i'm 5'3 and 156.5 pounds. it's disgusting.

but i am so done. i've barely eaten anything these past few weeks, except for a binge here and there, but i'm putting a stop to the binging. i gained 3 pounds after one and i got so mad that i'm never doing it again. i'm starving myself. i'm purging. i'm doing whatever it takes to be thin. because thin means beautiful. thin means i'll find someone who isn't just in it for sex. thin means i'll get back at my bitch of a mother. thin means life is GOOD.

the fucked up thing is that my best friend is anorexic, and i've been helping her try to stop. but it's different with me. her ribs are showing, and i have stretch marks on my hips from them growing so fucking big. she just thinks she's fat, i AM fat.

part of me knows it's wrong. most of me doesn't care.


3:52 pm on Sep. 4, 2008
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when your thin, guys use you for sex
when someone truly does like you, looks don't matter as much

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Wow do you want to talk? pm me if you do.

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Thin does not mean beautiful by any means.
Confidence means beautiful.

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You do realise that because your body now doesn't know where it's next meal is, it will store fat and eat at your muscles?

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If you're going to lose weight, try to do it in a healthy manner. It may take a bit longer to lose the weight, but it'll be all the more worthwhile.

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Hmm not weird, hypocritcal... :( I'm sorry its resorted to that, thats really sad.
You should really try exercizing and eating well. it wont be as fast, but youll be healthy AND thin in the long run.

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Quote: from mr unknown at 6:54 pm on Sep. 4, 2008

when your thin, guys use you for sex
when someone truly does like you, looks don't matter as much


not fucking true
im not thin
im like fat
but the only guys who "like" me only want me for sex

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5'3 and 156 pounds?
That isn't really fat. I'm 5'2 and I weigh about ten pounds less than that, and I wouldn't consider myself fat.
It's good that you want to lose weight, but come on. Reality check?
You're not fat, your friend is stupid and you are more stupid. Stop trying to take a fucking shortcut, it wont work and will make you more upset. Maybe if you lived up to your weight and did something healthy about it, like getting up and going for a jog, you wouldn't feel so shitty about yourself.
And also: there are girl that weigh way more, be glad you're under 200 pounds

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aw please dont starve yourself :(.
and just because you might be a little overweight doesnt mean your not pretty.
believe me, of course some guys are complete assholes and dont take the time to see that.
but believe me, somewhere out there is a special guy who cares about you.
you need to lift your confidence level, and try and forget what other people might be thinking.
as for losing weight, id say you should do it in a healthy manner and take your time.
do exercises, eat healthy, etc.


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i've been "eating healthy and exercising" for a year and it hasn't done shit. starving hasn't done much either so far, but i figure my body has to get energy from somewhere, and i've got plenty of stored energy. it's gross.

3:57 pm on Sep. 4, 2008
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Thin isn't GOOD if your anorexic or bulimic. Life WON'T be good if your anorexic or bulimic.

If your gonna do it, do it healthy for crying out loud :/
And you wont look good after either.

Just a thing i found ages ago about it.
Seriously..you want to be like this?



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Starving yourself is worse than overeating. You lack nutrient income and you can pass out easily.

And thin does not equal beauty. Ever

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Quote: from Anonymous at 3:57 pm on Sep. 4, 2008

i've been "eating healthy and exercising" for a year and it hasn't done shit. starving hasn't done much either so far, but i figure my body has to get energy from somewhere, and i've got plenty of stored energy. it's gross.

Lol, that's a bunch of bullshit. You're obviously not doing it correctly. Perhaps you should go to a doctor and get some advice, or join a gym and meet with a personal trainer.

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