Girl A who I want (baddly ) , doesn't want me, some kind of friend zone/shes hot im not / shes not interested in a boyfriend scenario there

Girl B who wants me, I dont like her loads, I would go with her, as Im sick of being lonely. But she wouldnt be good for me, and it probably wouldnt end well, i know it.

I cant bring myself to try with girl A, im too afraid, and I cant bring myself to try with girl B as Im afraid id be missing a small chance with girl A

Oh and A and B are good friends, so A probably wouldnt go out with me because of B in any case

I cant win, cant fecking win.

I'm still lonely.

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In vain I have struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed.

You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.