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 Replies: 7 — Last Post Sep. 4, 2008 9:24pm by Anonymous
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( Anonymous )
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I have become addicted to cyber sex. Personally, my taste has always been with younger girls, and by younger girls I don't mean little girls. At 18 though, younger girls are technically illegal. The chat room that I went into for so long to fulfill those urges seldom has any moderators online, and I know just by the messages in the open forum that I'm not the only one having cyber sex in the room. I have never even so much as had the urge to act any of those things out in person, nor do I wish to in the future, but regardless, it is still illegal in all technicality. I've become paranoid that every time I see a police car, hear a siren, there is a telephone call, or a knock on the door, that its the police tracking me down and arresting me for it. I've never been warned or banned by any of the moderators, but just because I haven't doesn't mean someone didn't find it out already. I am committed to stopping this and to break free from the paranoia that consumes me. My only hope is that I'm not going to be punished before I get that chance. Basically my hope is that I will not be arrested for everything I've done so far regardless of how much I may try to fix it in the future. This is both a public stand and a calling to myself to say that I will stop this, as well as a serious question of the likelihood of them even caring of what I've done so far as long as I am not to make an attempt to meet any of the people for sex. To the Moderators:
I am aware that this is technically description of illegal content, but I have not exhibited predatory/sexual tendencies on LiveWire, and am wanting to fix myself, not continue.
Please, I ask for helpful relevant comments only.
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( Anonymous )
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Quote: from tenchi1084 at 11:59 pm on Sep. 4, 2008
 um, wonton poodle dip.... anyways, jk. you may want to give it a rest. jack off to porn, use your imagination. stay away from chat rooms, get out and meet people. I had addictions to cybering as well, but it's really not that big of a deal, unless you let your need to get off control you. you control your body, decide to withdraw from chat for a while and do something either constructive, or just jack off to internet or DVD porn. 
The problem doesn't lie within my ability to quit. I know I need to quit and I'm not going to let myself go back to it, the problem lies within wondering if it is too late, like if the authorities are even going to care about an 18 year old guy that is merely talking sexual with girls on the site, without harassing or forcing it upon them.
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I'm glad you're stopping. I don't think you have much reason to be paranoid, but of course you can get caught especially you plan to meet girls you meet in chat rooms.
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