From what my friends tell me, and they find it hilarious, my emotions are very powerful, and sometimes imply the wrong thing. For example, apparently, my total "blank", I'm bored and have nothing to do face is intimidating. It has been called "stony" and "looks like you're being judgmental" by my friends.
I don't know, I can't help it. I can't. I try to have a small smile on my face, but sometimes I forget.
I think this translates to why I don't have very many guys. I get a lot of guys "interested" in me, but I think that I come off as intimidating, so guys just give up.
I'm not saying I'm so incredibly hot that I'm out of their league, I'm saying that I believe no guy tries for me because they don't think I'm interested in them, and I'm not a very flirty person.
Idk, I'm confused. It's hard for being to become a real person in front of a guy, simply because all I see around here where I currently reside, in beverly hills, is the fake flirty girls getting all the guys, and the last guy I ever liked screwed me over and dumped me for that type of girl.
if anyone made sense of this rant, let me know.