Well sometimes when people ask me how im doing or something like that i want to tell them actually how im doing which is sometimes when im super deperssed i want to kill myself pretty much. I usually just say im fine because i dont want them to treat me differfently or see me differently. anyone else like that?
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Oh god yes and it's depressing too
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Yes, definitely. But in terms of that, I don't really want other people to know... sometimes I do, but I won't say anything. Whenever I let them know a bit, then it always makes things worse for me, because then I have to worry that they'll worry about me -__-'.
But from another stand point, when I get upset or something, I go silent. And as much as I may want to talk out and say something, anything... I can't get myself to talk. Even something simple as, "hello" or "yes" is something I'm incapable of saying when I'm in a state like that... and while I may want to talk... I can't get myself to say anything :(.
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I am definetly like that
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yes because you don't want them to tip toe around you just cause your feeling down, you want them to be the same with you but help you at the same time.
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Yes.
It could make it worse if I tell though; like my friends could get scared by me and start to pull away, those who can't understand.
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