( Raging Inferno )
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All of the things I've spoken about here.
I know it looks like I'm not trying, but I really am, I'm trying to do it day by day.
Little by little, but it doesn't seem fucking enough for the rest of the world around me.
To other people, I'm withdrawn, anti social, and all kinds of other stuff. But no one I've met in my life has tried to relate to me, well when they did, they tended to abandon me.
I tried to move on, but every effort seems unsuccessful and I'm sorry that I appear to be that I'm some attention seeking idiot. If I wanted attention, don't you think I would have done things in life to get attention, like cutting myself for no reason and having my family find out and end up in a mental hospital or something or other worse things.
I know this is a forum, but I do appreciate the help I get and I try very hard to adhere to the advice and suggestions I'm given, but its unbearably difficult.
I don't want to write anymore. I think I've said enough here. 
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