I have, after stopping for a few months, started starving myself/ purging after food. (I gained a Stone over the summer)... But I've just started making plans for my future and I know that if I get hospitalized it would set me back... I want a future but I want to be thin more... So, any other ED sufferers, what means more to you? How much are you willing to lose?
------- If nothing we do matters then all that matters is what we do.
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an ED takes over your mind so that you won't even think about the possibility of a future... you'll be obsessed with ways to lose weight xx
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an ED takes over your mind so that you won't even think about the possibility of a future... you'll be obsessed with ways to lose weight xx
I know, I had/ have one (diagnosed, not wannabe)
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i always thought you had to be skinny to be pretty so for a year i puked and starved and tok pills but honestly you look better heathly anyone does. because when i was at my tinest weight ever this one guys like you need to work out to get rid of that baby fat. anywho i got depressed stopped caring about my looks and started eating i gained 40 pounds and then he seeen me last weeek and he was like wow you look really reall good im glad. and i was soo shocked. honestly what you feel about yourself others will see if you think you are amazingly beautiful yourself others will think that to hoestly.
i think i would lose an awful lot just to be skinny again.
i blame everything bad in my life on the way i look, and the only thing that i can change is my weight, so i starve myself.
i never quite manage to tell myself that even when i am 110lbs, i wont be happy
------- dont wonder why im not smiling, wonder why you are.
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an ED takes over your mind so that you won't even think about the possibility of a future... you'll be obsessed with ways to lose weight xx
