What does it mean when I can describe myself as not very sexually attracted towards either sex, unable to feel truly sad, happy, afraid, or angery, and having to fake them instead because I'm so desencatized. Posessing a sharp mind that always pays close attention to detail, maybe too much attention at times. Having sharp reflexes to the point where I could catch a ball coming at me on impulse. Not being able to sleep at nights because of a constantly active mind. And being able to understand what is on someone elses mind before they say it.
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I still like girls... just not as much as I feel that I should.
12:24 pm on Oct. 5, 2008
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your too analitical that is your problem and the beast pulses that come to all guys are deadened by your mind. Take a few hours a day away from people and just think of nothing it will be hard at first but after a time you will notice a change.
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Quote: from EmmitWinchell at 12:28 pm on Oct. 5, 2008
your too analitical that is your problem and the beast pulses that come to all guys are deadened by your mind. Take a few hours a day away from people and just think of nothing it will be hard at first but after a time you will notice a change.
Thank you for that helpful post. That kind of thing is way easier said than done though. I have ADD so my mind constantly switches from one thing to another all the time and I can't even stare at one point on a wall for more than 5-7 seconds. My thoughts are always racing and I have no idea how to slow them down.
12:36 pm on Oct. 5, 2008
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you cant help it i used to be the same, now i have a boyfriend but although i love him, i still dont think i love him enough the way most people love ther bfs/gfs or whatever.
i can still see what everyone else is thinking or gonna do before they do it
things might change, but slowly xxx
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well asexual or you just havn't found the right person.
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It seems like it's possible to get lost in all the thoughts of your mind. All I can think are sane thoughts that relate to my life and the world but the level I'm thinking about it at is just crazy. Based on someones tendencies I can evaluate the psychology of that person. I can accuratly predict what they will do based on their past experiences and I can tell if they have an abusive husband or social problems or a rough childhood. I swear I could start a psychic hotline and noone would know the diffrence.
I think it's funny how half the people who posted focused on how I'm more asexual rather than anything else I said. Even that right there tells me a lot about their personality. The details clutter up my mind and I can't really have an natural impulse for anything. By the time I get around to making a move to do something, I have already thought about what it is I'm going to do multiple times. I even try to think about the process of sleeping and thats what keeps me up because you have to forget in order to sleep.
12:51 pm on Oct. 5, 2008
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Oh and one other thing. I like pain for some reason. I guess this has to do when I was young and had cutting issues but I don't see pain as a bad thing. I realize that cutting will do nothing for me now so I have stopped but I don't fear it like other people do. I kind of like it whenever I get a cut that draws blood.
you cant help it i used to be the same, now i have a boyfriend but although i love him, i still dont think i love him enough the way most people love ther bfs/gfs or whatever.
i can still see what everyone else is thinking or gonna do before they do it
things might change, but slowly xxx
I know the feeling. It makes you feel like you are doing something wrong so you become selfconcious about the things you do with him. I have figured out that it's really this thought that makes you do something wrong and it becomes a paradox in your mind. If only there was a way to selectively forget some things.
1:04 pm on Oct. 5, 2008
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Looking at this post makes me really think about the psychology of people. This is something that starts when you are a kid and evolves all your life. The loud kids that always make fun of other people don't really feel much of a challenge in their life and that makes them have shallower minds even though they think they are smart. The people who get made fun of are usually shy quiet people and in their silence they have time to think more deeply about how they can become like the people who seem to be superior. It is at that point that they become superior weather they realize it or not. They expand their minds by analyzing cause and effect and can put 2 and 2 together more easily in situations than other people can.
So often these are the people who become hoplessly depressed when they posess a beautiful mind and creativity that others only wish that they had. The challenge is what makes them strong. Faliure is what keeps them learning what decisions are right or wrong and what things apply only to opinion. I really wish that people could open their eyes to this.
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your too analitical that is your problem and the beast pulses that come to all guys are deadened by your mind. Take a few hours a day away from people and just think of nothing it will be hard at first but after a time you will notice a change.
