For every time forever is said
Eternity spits and swallows. When forever becomes for heaven
The whispers that reside in screams
Place trust in dreams of halos.
I now see that the ground I step on
Is merely a mat of particles that I will one day fall through.
I realize the sky is just a reflection of light,
I realize that every time I say "my god",
I am refering to an image I've created,
To explain my existence.
You can only exist
If you believe you exist
And if so
You're just breathing...
I lost my breath a long time ago,
And in doing so
I fell down through the gaps between
Protons and electrons,
Because I've always been neutral
And now I'm like the feather
That floats away
On a breeze
That will carry on forever.
And Eternity?
She just swallowed her tongue.