I honestly think that sometimes haha I wish I could say that I'm joking, but I feel like I could put more effort into things and actually care. My parents are both miserable so I can kind of understand why I feel this way.
But I feel so worthless sometimes.
And I know when I put effort into friendships, I feel like I have friends. But it's hard and stressful some of the time & I just can't handle it all the time.