I had a horrible dream last night about me finding out I am pregnant and having a baby boy. I woke up crying and I couldn't fall back asleep. I have been fearing for the past two weeks that I may be pregnant since I had been spotting w/ cramps for a few days, my breasts feel full, heavy and extremly tender which is weird cause I still have a while till my period.
Everyone has been jinxing the shit out of me not to mention. His family is worried I will be getting pregnant, and so has my mom since I was telling her about an ex friend who fucked me over being pregnant and me laughing at her... About 5 of my friends have recently got pregnant . I haven't used a condom the whole time I have been dating my boyfriend (I know! I know, I am an idiot! ) so about 6 months.
Idk I just feel pregnant and I have to wait till 2 weeks until I can buy a pregnancy test, which i can't afford right now... I don't know what to do. I haven't even brought it up to my boyfriend yet, we live together and we are moving into a new apartment sometime early next week... I hate feeling like this and I can just be freaking out over nothing but...idk I am nervous.
9:14 am on Oct. 7, 2008
( Anonymous )
I just want to cry.
9:22 am on Oct. 7, 2008
hawaiinchuck
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It's OK that you're nervous.
What you need to do is communicate with your boyfriend, that way he knows what's going on in your relationship. Nothing good comes out of hiding things. It only makes things harder on you, for sure.
About the pregnancy test. You can go to Planned Parenthood to get an (i believe) free pregnancy test. They do a LOT of stuff for teens in your position.
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. I haven't used a condom the whole time I have been dating my boyfriend (I know! I know, I am an idiot! 
) so about 6 months. 
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