I've been so horny the past few days. And I'm starting to want sexual activities with my boyfriend to be rougher than usual.

But I have surgery scars all over my stomach that are still healing and I'm still really weak. I get tired really fast.
(Plus, they stuck a catheter in me before surgery to empty my bladder and my vagina is not so happy about that.)

So I can't do anything. These urges and cravings are only getting stronger.
I can't get sexual things off my mind. And I'm turning into such a tease.
I bite my boyfriend on the lip a little harder than normal, and I've tugged at the neck of his shirt with my teeth, dig my nails into his hips a little.

I'm so sick of having to stay calm and heal.

I want to be better NOW!!
To be pushed and pinned against a wall. I want him to pull my hair.
And to spank me and grind his hips into mine.

Fuckkkk. I need it so bad.

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Gentle Masturbation will fix you right up.

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Nope. Thats not working.

I need him. And I need it hard.

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Quote: from BackPorch at 11:10 pm on Oct. 6, 2008

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Gentle Masturbation will fix you right up.

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Nope. Thats not working.

I need him. And I need it hard.
 

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just be patient and wait it out
cause if you hurt yourself now, you have to wait EVEN longer to get better

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Tired of games, either be real or get the hell out my face

why not wait till your better then have a weekend fuckfest