you guys dont have to reply to this i just need to get this out someway... fucking cancer!!!
i cant beleive hes gone...
3 fucking years of cancer...
his name was kyle...he was my best friend is 3rd grade then he moved and we never talked after that other than randomly seeing eachother at the fair or in town or something...i never got to say by or tell him what he ment to me... because it was 3rd grade and it was sooo long ago...i felt like i didnt deserve to cry.. that i wasnt even that important to you anyways because we were so young.... you ment alot to me...i secretly liked you!!
you never knowing... and now your gone...forever...
you had so many friends they cried for you today...they stared at me like i didnt deserve to cry because i hardly knew you. bullshit!
ughhh you were my best friend!!
and god had to take you wayy to fucking soon!...
i feel regret...that i couldnt tell you by before you left. or give you a hug.. or tell you that you will be fine just to give you a boost of faith...
oh well...your only a memory now...
hopefully ill see you again...:(
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