Apparently, to almost everyone, I come off as not just confident, but sort of cocky, almost arrogant. In real life and even on the Internet.
I don't know how. I don't think I'm better than anyone else, and if I act like I do, I'm certainly not aware of it. I am also apparently a bit "flaky" and "fake," in real life and, again, on the Internet.
The ironic thing about it all is that I'm extremely self-conscious, to the point where I over analyze everything I hear and am so paranoid I believe everyone in the natural born universe is talking about me when they are simply talking.
It's unnerving. Maybe I try to hide the fact that I'm self-conscious under some type of fake outer shell, like an arrogant, cocky girl who thinks too highly of herself.
It's not true at all. I'm the complete opposite. I wish I could catch myself acting egotistical, I would stop myself instantly, because that's just not who I am and I don't understand why people think I am.
It's really confusing.