^ That's exactly how I feel right now. I am in my first year of college and I have a shit ton of homework. I am looking for a job at the moment but have had no luck as of yet, Having a job is just going to increase this stress but still, I need the money. I'm trying to learn C++ (a programming language) on the side of my college work yet I never have enough time to read the various books I bought and usually can find some source code made by some stupid 13 year old kid that's better than anything I can code.
And my girlfriend requires so much of my time, when ever my sister is over she has a problem with it because her brother did some terrible things to her and she feels uncomfortable when my sister is near me. It's a hard thing for me to understand since I generally have a hard time connecting with people on an emotional level, which, also makes her upset. Every girl, ever, is out to steal me from her as well, and since I went swimming with some other girl waaaaay before I knew her, we can't go swimming anymore because it will remind her of it. And she gets upset with me because I never message her on myspace anymore.. although she lives with me.
I used to be the most mellow person you would ever meet, I have no idea why but now I feel like any little annoyance is going to cause me to have a mental breakdown. I can't get any god damned time alone anymore.
I fail at life :(
PS
God I hope my g/f doesn't see this.
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