I hate this! It's so fucking weird. Ok lets say I haven't masturbated for about 3-4 days. I go to find the FLG Lotus and I just HAVE to have one. At this point I'm semi-horny. Then after I place the order I decide to go a week without masturbating. On the last day I'm masturbating and I'm having one hell of a time and I try to tell myself I should go 1 or 2 more times after I blow this load... So I blow my load then BAM my sex drive goes from 30 miles sky high to 6 feet below... all in an instant. I can't even look at the porn I'm watching because my interest in it just totally switched off. I then think about the 70 dollar fleshlight I ordered a few days ago and the regret starts to set in like it could of been a waste of money since I'm no longer as horny as I was... It takes me about 3-4 days to fully recover and re-gain my normal sex drive. I just hate it! I realy pisses me off how this happens to me. It's like I'm a whole other person when my sex drive is 30 miles sky high...
I just can't imagine how I'll be when I have sex with an actual woman... after we're done I'll probably just leave the room or something! I just wish I could go 1 or 2 times more after I blow my first load. /sigh
Is this normal? And do any of you experience this as well?