so lately ive been trying to egt used to the fact im always going to be alone. But the past few days im sick of it, anyone who i ever care about turns on me, its always the same, they like me then they hate me and know im just thinken is there somthing wrong with me? the exact same thing happens with people i fall in love with 
they start saying they dont deserve me and slowely they tear me apart on the inside. last night i had 3 people tell me they were gonna kill themselves, one of them actually done it 
and i couldnt do anything to help. The other two are fine but i cant deal with this anymore, im getting all my urges to cut myself back and i cant stop crying, even as im typing this im crying, im sick of having no one, not even one friend. im going to have to put up with the fact im always going to be alone in life and no one will even care 
. Somtimes i just want to die 
Ive gone anon because theres people on this i dont want to know i'm feeling this way
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