Fucking take it anymore.
I'm so fucked up inside and I can't deal with all this shit going on, everythings falling apart really fast. I don't know what's going on half the time. I say the wrong things and do the wrong things and I take the fall because I know I should. But I don't mean to do half the shit I do and I fuck about with people, I don't like feeling controlled by anything. It makes me feel weak.
I can't deal with the fact that recently someone died and I wasn't on speaking terms with her because I got thrown out of home.
I just, Gah, I can't even.
ugh.
I'm lost =/
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ALLY K?