I say the wrong things and do the wrong things and I take the fall because I know I should. But I don't mean to do half the shit I do and I fuck about with people, I don't like feeling controlled by anything. It makes me feel weak.

I can't deal with the fact that recently someone died and I wasn't on speaking terms with her because I got thrown out of home.

I just, Gah, I can't even.
ugh.
I'm lost =/

give it a shot. breathing is the best  technique

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"Everyone has internal damnation
waiting to rear and wreak its vindictive and sadistic means." -- Me

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I'm sorry. I love you. Please hang in there.

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Quote: from ArmedToTheHorns at 12:52 pm on Sep. 22, 2008

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know what oyu should do? just sit down in a silent room, and breath deep heavy breathes. and you will know that only you controll you.

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^^ This will help too and try to think of really calming thoughts. I know that's easier said than done but if you use your will power it does help pain.

PM me if you need to talk about absolutely anything yeah? I'll try and help you with whatever it is.

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If I could hold a star for everytime you make me smile,
I would have to hold the whole night sky in the palm of my hands.