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I quit opiates...
Replies: 22Last Post Nov. 12, 2008 1:45pm by robdude
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...for about 35 hours, thus far. I decided yesterday I was just going to up and quit for a month or two. I have to go to the dentist soon and whenever they take out my wisdom teeth they'll give me hydrocodone. See, the thing is, I haven't been a day in almost 2 years without some sort of opiate. Everyday I take darvocets, vicodin, codeine, percocets. I take hydromorphone when I can get my hands on it. I just take a lot of opiates.

For about 6 months I've been taking at least 10-20mgs of hydrocodone just to fall asleep. I wasn't getting any high from it but it'd help me sleep. Yesterday, being the smart person that I am, decided to up and quit and not think about it in the slightest.

I need to lay off or quit entirely for a while. I just don't want to. I enjoy getting the high off them. I depend on them to sleep. I kind of need them.

I don't even know why I'm making this topic. I just know that I've been up all night and it's fucking 9am and I'm never out of bed at this time. By 9pm I'll be high once again and I'll be able to sleep.

The end. I'm not quitting. Fuck it.

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i take codiene constantly, i like the help it gives me. i don't see why you should quit if it work for you.

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painkillers & sleeping cant be QUITE he addiction. talk to a doctor.

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Quote: from nikki123 at 8:20 am on Nov. 10, 2008

painkillers & sleeping cant be QUITE he addiction. talk to a doctor.

..What the hell did you just say?

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Quote: from Kates04 at 3:21 pm on Nov. 10, 2008

Quote: from nikki123 at 8:20 am on Nov. 10, 2008

painkillers & sleeping cant be QUITE he addiction. talk to a doctor.

..What the hell did you just say?


i think they said that painkillers linked with sleeping is addictive and you should speak to your doctor?

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I kind of thought that too, but I wasn't sure. I know it's addictive. Pain killers are addictive, period. It's just I don't really care, you see. I'd rather have an addiction than give them up. It hasn't even been 2 days and I already can't sleep and I want to be high. This part might even be in my head, I don't know.

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IMO you are doing something that is going to evolve into something far worse...  But maybe that's just my reasoning.

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If you are quitting, do it at a rehab center... opiate withdrawls can be REALLY UGLY.

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Quote: from Kates04 at 3:26 pm on Nov. 10, 2008

I kind of thought that too, but I wasn't sure. I know it's addictive. Pain killers are addictive, period. It's just I don't really care, you see. I'd rather have an addiction than give them up. It hasn't even been 2 days and I already can't sleep and I want to be high. This part might even be in my head, I don't know.

i feel that exact same way, who cares if i'm addicted if it works for me. i don't want to give them up so i won't. it could be worse.

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Oh yeah, and if you wanna be high, just smoke weed... MUCH LESS COMPLICATED, ya know.

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Quote: from EvilEyeV36 at 8:28 am on Nov. 10, 2008

If you are quitting, do it at a rehab center... opiate withdrawls can be REALLY UGLY.

No one except my dealer and people on the internets actually know I take them. There's no way in hell I'd ever do rehab. I'll just keep taking them!

Edit: I already smoke weed. I drink too. I take benzos. I do a whole hell of a lot that I shouldn't be doing but don't plan to quit. I just want a lower tolerance. =\

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Quote: from deaths door14 at 10:20 am on Nov. 10, 2008

i take codiene constantly, i like the help it gives me. i don't see why you should quit if it work for you.

This is the illusion that opiates give you.  I was this naive once.  Then opiates grabbed my balls and twisted them real hard.  

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no no no. you need them. that's like...your reason for existing.

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Quote: from Dancing In The Rain at 2:01 pm on Nov. 10, 2008

no no no. you need them. that's like...your reason for existing.
 Thanks for the support. I've already taken some today anyway. Fuck it.

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my brother died from an heroine overdose :'(

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