so...she lives in germany. and each time i visit her, she stresses the hell out of me. the way she acts is beyond childish, she always forgets things, and she always tries to convince me of things that are obviously not true. she also tries to point out things that are "problems" that i have, that are not problems at all, but are simply based on the fact that, that's just who i am. now each time i visit her for an extended period of time, i get so stressed from her that i eat, and eat, and eat. i cant stop eating around her because she stresses me out soooooo much. i gained 15 poinds in one month, felt many times of getting a heart attack, and toying with the thought of suicide.
i finally came to the fact that even though she is my grandmother, and i have to love her, i cannot stand her. but now shes coming to visit me!!! in the usa....fuck :(
help!!!! what to do????!?1?!?!?