Ok, so I was sleeping with this guy and he ended it. But i'm good friends with his brother and other guys aswell. So we were all supposed to be hanging out tonight and they were planning on making hash brownies and eating them. I was up for it but i wasn't too bothered bout not having it either. Just as 3 of us were about to leave the house and one of the guy's turned around and asked how the relations were with the guy i was with. and i said ignorance was bliss. then under his breath said who? as in it was me giving him the cold shoulder. Now i wouldn't mind if had been so simple but the guy played me and used me just for sex. and then one night like two weeks ago he booty called me and i was very drunk and we ended up sleeping together. Now i liked him even through the time we weren't sleeping together. Its so annoying that they are feeling awkward about it.. Like he is the one that upset me. but argh.. i do feel a little awkward around him.. I think i'll just have to talk to all of them but i don't know how to.. This is really upsetting me.. I feel like shit.. i just really wanna die.. there is a little more to this as in the day he asked me out i kissed someone else and that and never told him because it really was a mistake and it really wasn't official that we were together. Its really really annoying.. He always seemed so nice and now all i want to do is curl up and die.. I really like him and i do miss him being with him.. We got on really well together. And i get on with everyone he lives with and i would be friends with them anyway..
Quote: from dedra lover00 at 2:22 pm on Nov. 12, 2008
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No words of support!! I spend all the time crying in my room because of him.. He was the first guy i slept with that i actually really wanted to sleep with..
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