i started thinking about ten pounds. then thirty. now im thinking thirtyfive.

PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME.

please.

because i LIKE The idea of having no boobs and i like the idea of having bones sticking out of me and i like the idea of being stick thin and sick. i like it. and i don't know why. and it scares me, it scares me so much. i want to weigh 110 pounds. at 5'8''. I KNOW THIS IS WRONG. but i want it, and i want to be sick and i want to be bone-thin and disgusting and i don't care if boys look at me weirdly and aren't attracted to me, because i have a perfectly fine boyfriend who has an eating disorder fetish and loves when he can feel girls' ribs. i know that's weird. and i'm not doing this for him, anyway. i'm doing it for me.

but...please help.

i can't get out of this.

Holy shit, someone take me to the plastic surgeon. If she's fat, I'm OBESE.

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who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to.
who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on.