so i started throwing up blood, but i didnt wanna say anything because i had been doing some self destructive stuff, and didnt want my parents to get pissed.
i woke up with a fever of 103, and its been off and on for about a week now.
then my tonsils freaked out (there about golf ball sized)
and they too started bleeding.. there covered in white blotches, and i cant swallow anything.
then i got this really strange rash on my stomach, and its stings really bad.

the doctor tested me for strep and mono, and both of them are negative. he seemed really freaked out by it, and told me that my hemoglobin count is higher than that of someone fighting hiv/aids. he also said that it was nothing short of a miracle that i managed to get out of bed.
he told me that he would treat me for everything, and im on Valtrex for the stomach rash, antibiotics for good measure and time release morphine. he told me that they might not work, and sent some blood samples to get tested in Raliegh.

has anyone else ever had this happen to them?

im really scared. i cant function normally, and im constantly feverish.

any input?

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It's 11PM, do you know where your pants are?

You could have a bad case of tonsillitis, or maybe even scarlett fever?

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we'll always have Paris. ♥

I don't know what you have though. Sounds bad.

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i mean i wasnt looking for midical expertise here, i was really just hoping someone would be like "omg i had that its called _________, youre not going to die."

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It's 11PM, do you know where your pants are?