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Web Resources: Suicide Myths Dispelled, Suicide Information
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( muphnplutonic )
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I'm going to try and explain this in the best I can, it's so difficult.
I can't do anything, I can't do well in school, I find it hard to even talk because of this.
I have a massive fear of life, how we got here, who we are, what is life?
I'm so scared of everything, it's all I think about, I can't do anything, I can't kill myself because of death, if I knew death was it, over, nothing, then I'd kill myself, but we don't know that.
I have doubts whether people are real, and what is real, so I see no use in talknig or doing anything, which really effects my school life, if schools even real.
I'm only fourteen, and I don't want to be thinking like this.
I don't even see any point in writing this, because I feel like I'm just writing to myself.
I see a psychologist and I have a psychiatrist appointment next Thursday .
That's all fine, except, I can't explain myself, and I can hardly see any point in talking because, yeah, I don't believe anythings real. It keeps me up all night every night.
I DONT KNOW. :( Post edited at 4:35 pm on Oct. 9, 2008 by muphnplutonic
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'Coz if you're not really there, then the stars don't even matter.
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audrey820
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Hey! This response is from Scandol5Mossie. He isn't a support leader, but still wanted to help. "I think you are just going through what alot of us do at that age.. i.e. questioning religion, how we got here, human nature, what the meaning of life is, my purpose here ect. ...i know i went through that very thing..and through some talkin to religious figures that i had around and also my parents,my family, and my freinds ..i found out that no one can answer those questions for you, you have to look to yourself.. and the only way i got through is that with talking to many different preachers, studying/researching different religions ect. i "found god" so to speak, its very very hard to explain as you said and i dont think that many people actually talk to others about it , it's a very personal thing, but as some one who has gone through that i would say you just have to find out for yourself... good luck and pm me if you want to talk more."
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kid, I wrote back,
all lovers betray.
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