When my first step-dad and her divorced, she said it wasn't because of me when she found my notebook(I was seven, I haven't kept one since, so no 'haha you kept a journal') and since this whole fucking thing came up, she broke down and told my step-dad that she expected him to leave. I knew it, I was the fucking little runt who caused all of it. She patronized me. Haha, her little "self-esteem building lie" backfired, because now not only did my fucking self-esteem get demolished, but I won't take her fucking opinion anymore. She's already fucking lied to me about something like that, fuck her. She doesn't know that I know it's a lie, my step-dad told me what she said, because he doesn't know exactly what happens whenever I fuck up, he assumes I get angry at everyone else, lol, but he couldn't have been more wrong.
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I'm not wasted potential, you're just not worth my time.
The impossibility of perfection will tear me apart.
There's only so much you can do.
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