I've descended another level in hell. Apparently someone told my ex that we were going to have sex while we were still together. Now she's ingnoring me, won't let me know who told her, or anything of that sort. Now I'm left in the dark, cause I don't remember saying anything of tht kind. She said it was someone that used to go to my school, and was in my band section. But, only two people left the school who were in my section when we started dating. So now, not only am I depressed, but also mad, and confused. If I knew who told her this, I would have a chat with him/her. But my ex won't tell me because apparently "That's not the point." So, now, all the mental stability I built up in the past month or so after our breakup was just destroyed. I normally look forward to school, but now I have no idea what I want to do. I've been stuck on my computer for about 7 or 8 hours. Trying to find out how I can fix this.
I've really got no point in life anymore. I'm losing connections with my friends, doing really horrible in school, I do nothing but sit around on this computer all day.
If all you want to do is make jokes about this, FUCK OFF AND DON'T READ THIS. Once again sorry about the length
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Poetry by Envy the Sin
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