i just wanna scream,
i just wanna shout,
i just wanna hide away...
act like everythings is perfect.

My life is more diffrent then you could think,
i have a problem, yes i'll admit
the numbers swirl around in my head
barely no time to sleep in my bed
you see my problem is not normal for a avarage teen girl
90 percent of girls just in the u.s,
are just like me, just like us.

we both find it hard to get through a day
faking a smile is always the way...
we have ups and downs
oh its so hard...

you see....
this is not for attention
nor just for fun
you see...
ana is just like my mum

i do this for control in my life
although their is a risky price
she limates my numbers to 200 per day
yes she not me... its weird you say?

well lets put it simple my disorder is this...
yes anorexia...
im a anorexic.

thankyou for reading my weird freaky
un-rhyming poem xx

it just says how i feel =(
in alot of ways :(
cause most people are like
OH JUST EAT!
and its not so simple :(

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CRAP POEM LOL

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Post edited at 2:20 am on Oct. 11, 2008 by Its Bearsy Bitch

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there is a god

and his name is ijustdontknow christ