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I cant take much more of this
Replies: 9Last Post Oct. 11, 2008 7:52pm by ComplicatedMind
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I'm tired of being sexually asssaulted all the time
by almost every boyfriend  i have ever had
and used and urgh
i only stopped cutting myself somermonths ago, now to not leave scars i staple myself
i dont want scars because im hoping maybe ill find someone who wont do this to me
i got anally raped by a bf and then today i found someone just like that guy
and im so alone that i walked aroun with him and he tried to have sex with me and i ran and hit my face on a fucking dorr teying to get out
i feel so sick and i just want to stab a hole in my arm
this shit always happens to me
sometimes i eel like the only reason im here is to make guys like them happy
so they have something to fuck around with when they are bored
the only thing that keeps me from killing myself is the fact that i wanna have a kid some day
do what i was born to do i guess
if there is any help you can give me that would be nice
otherwise i guess im just venting, God I hate myself

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LaWhoren

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dont hate yourself
hate people!!!! arghhhh!!

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musicfan3


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Tell someone that they're hurting you.

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Why don't you take some time off from dating? Just concentrate on yourself and keeping healthy and mentally fit. Maybe figure out what it is that makes you choose these types of guys and learn how to change the habit.

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try to get to know them better before you start a relationship, find out what type of guy he is

7:36 pm on Oct. 11, 2008
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Quote: from Innuendo Girl at 7:36 pm on Oct. 11, 2008

Why don't you take some time off from dating? Just concentrate on yourself and keeping healthy and mentally fit. Maybe figure out what it is that makes you choose these types of guys and learn how to change the habit.

im seriopusly tired of being alone, i was alone for 3 months
before this

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Wow im sorry to hear that. Look don't cut yourself or staple yourself. It doesn't help what so ever. You should tell someone about the people who have raped you. And find some support for yourself. And also the only reason why you are here is not to just have a kid. There are other reasons for you to live. be it that you have not discovered them yet. Also don't look on yourself as though your are just a guys pleasure tool. You shouldn't look at this  like you are. if you really need some support you'll find it here or from someone you can actually trust. PM me if you need someplace to vent.

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Quote: from Zyaar at 9:39 pm on Oct. 11, 2008

Quote: from Innuendo Girl at 7:36 pm on Oct. 11, 2008

Why don't you take some time off from dating? Just concentrate on yourself and keeping healthy and mentally fit. Maybe figure out what it is that makes you choose these types of guys and learn how to change the habit.
 
im seriopusly tired of being alone, i was alone for 3 months  
before this

three months isn't really that long. wouldn't you rather be alone than with someone who only hurts you? i really think being alone for a while and doing something else (picking up some kind of hobby or something) to fill that relationship void would be beneficial for you. spend more time with close friends or family... people who genuinely care about you

Post edited at 7:42 pm on Oct. 11, 2008 by Innuendo Girl


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Quote: from Innuendo Girl at 7:42 pm on Oct. 11, 2008

Quote: from Zyaar at 9:39 pm on Oct. 11, 2008

Quote: from Innuendo Girl at 7:36 pm on Oct. 11, 2008

Why don't you take some time off from dating? Just concentrate on yourself and keeping healthy and mentally fit. Maybe figure out what it is that makes you choose these types of guys and learn how to change the habit.

im seriopusly tired of being alone, i was alone for 3 months
before this

three months isn't really that long. wouldn't you rather be alone than with someone who only hurts you? i really think being alone for a while and doing something else (picking up some kind of hobby or something) to fill that relationship void would be beneficial for you. spend more time with close friends or family... people who genuinely care about you


idk...being alone just makes me think of why i hate myself so much
3 months was like hell for me
i mean if i cant have someone to be my bf i need someone to at least makeout with em
i just NEED it
i dont know why
which is why i ha eto be alone i have noone to hold me
and i feel like i need it
i dont understand how people can be alone

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Hey, is not being alone that bad? To the point where you'd go out with predators? C'mon, get a reality check. You have plenty of years to meet guys, and I'd recommend that you get to know them pretty good before you actually start a relationship, this can save you loads.

Personally, I like being alone, from a guy's perspective, I can flirt with all of the ladies I want (hehe, which I do a lot...), dance with all of the ladies I want, I get to hangout with a crowd of people whom I feel comfortable with. What I'm trying to get at, is that don't just look for relationships, look for the good in every situation, don't feel left out, don't feel like your alone, don't feel like your not worthy of someone's complete attention.

Also, please stop hurting yourself. Guys, like girls, like when the ladies that LIKE THEMSELVES. Confidence. Actually, that's almost one of the things I look first for. Because a girl that feels good about herself, also is usually respective of others and is nice to be around.

Hope this helps, I added you as friend, if you need to vent some more or talk, message me.

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