Well it turns out that her blood sugar dropped to low and yes she is Diabetic.  and She is on 50% resperator.  The docters are going to unplug the machin in a few hours.

Now think of this...  My dad is a big burrly man who never cries.  This time he did.  HE NEVER CRIES! OMG it was so sad and made me cry because he sounded just like a little kid.  He got upset because he mis understood the nurse and then cussed them out becase they didn't know what they were tlaking about.  Lets just say i walked upstairs when he started crying.  

When he started talking it made me cry so i decided to leave.  it felt like someone was lifting my spirit up and pulling me out of the room it was weird because i could see where i was going but made it donw the stairs and out the door.  

I have been crying for hours...

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I try not to think about the pain i feel inside.
Did you knwo you used to be my hero.