I had a friend who was my cat but he died like 5 years ago. I was in girl scouts then and i had a meeting the night that he died. he was an outdoor cat. that night i was told that he was run over by a car. when i got into my mom's car after the meeting i started bursting into tears. Then a year or 2 later i found out that my parents lied to me and that tiger was actually electrocuted because the people who killed him hated cats. i was 10 years old when he died. now each year i get sadder and yesterday i made my self sick for crying my self to sleep for a month. i also feel like i have to avenge him. so now i have so much anger built up inside me i don't know what to do.
------- i'm lost without him. i miss him so much i love him. what did i do wrong?
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I'm sorry for your loss. But it's in the past, and there's really nothing that you can do about it. Look on the bright side; your cat is in a better place.
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You can't go through life dwelling on every bad thing that ever happens to you b/c you'd never be happy. The cat was going to die someday. Yeah it sucks that it happened like that but you need to let it go.
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yeah but he was only 4 years old he wasn't that old he had a lot more years in him. and he was loyal and used to cheer me up thats hard to find in other cats trust me. i have 3 to try to fill in the void.
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yeah but he was only 4 years old he wasn't that old he had a lot more years in him. and he was loyal and used to cheer me up thats hard to find in other cats trust me. i have 3 to try to fill in the void.
4 years is actually the average life expectancy of an outdoor cat. just remember that if you love an animal alot, you wont let it live outdoors.
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but he snuck out of the house a lot
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cat? i think you need some help..
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yeah but he was only 4 years old he wasn't that old he had a lot more years in him. and he was loyal and used to cheer me up thats hard to find in other cats trust me. i have 3 to try to fill in the void.
