So my little sister died like almost 12yrs ago now and im not one of those people that sit and dwell on what 'could have been', but there are 2 dates i remember well. One of them is the day she died and the other is her birthday. When it gets to the day she died it doesn't really bother me but when it gets to near her bnirthday (as it is doing) i keep thinking about it alot, i get upset about it and stuff but then on the actual day it just goes 'over my head' and its a usual day. I dont get it?
, im really down right now. This isnt the only reason why but this happens every year and i can't help but feel this is a part of it..
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its normal to feel that way *hug* im sorry for your loss
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thats really sad....im sowwie
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I dont get it? 
