Sweet, so last night I get a compliment by a girl I really like, and care so much for, but she doesnt fucking get it she told me "To the world you may mean nothing, but to me, you mean the world." I have never felt so happy in my life, it was pretty much the nicest thing anyone has ever told me... My fucking whole family hates me for no reason, I am seriously my parents bitch bc they make me feel guilty if I don't do what they say im fucking 18 and I SHOULD move out, but they always tell me "Your not rdy for the real world, blah blah blah, I work and go to college full time, and they are still disappointed in me and tell me im never gonna be shit. THANKS MOM AND DAD!!!
My luck changed when I met that girl I talked about, and today at work, while im fucking laying on Ice Spikes slicing the shit outta my arms and legs trying to get these things to come off I get a LOVELY text message saying "I dont know if I want to date you, I think we should just stay the way we are" I've been for the last 4-5 weeks doing EVERYTHING i could to show her how much I care for her, I bring her presents, i drive 45 minutes to comfort her when she has a bad day. She fucking makes me believe that it all is going to pay off, then BAM! FUCK YOU! She pulls that shit...
Why the fuck do people take advantage of me my whole life... What the fuck am I doing wrong? Im seriously the nicest most forgiving person ever, and I would do ANYTHING for ANYONE and yet ppl just like to fuck with me.... ADVICE PLEASE
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