I feel so terrible. :(
I'm afraid to make new friends... the old ones probably hate me... my family's probably ready to murder me... I'm embarrassed to ask for help, even anonymously over the fucking internet... PATHETIC. Where did my self-esteem run off to? At times it seems that I should just slash my head off, but thankfully my common sense perks up, sometimes. Is it better to cut myself off from civilization so that I don't harm myself out of self-pity? Because i'm starting to think that's the only answer... god, I'm not even coherent.
help?