Alright well on thursday my boyfriend dumped me and I really don't wanna let go of him... He's so sweet and loving, and caring... I PMed him back and I'm like "Y'd you break up with me?" and he's all like "because It's best for both of us..." I just feel like he don't care... like he couldn't care less now.

But I still love him...

All wkend I've been crying my little eyes out... I wanna really get back with him cause he makes me feel special and beautiful insdie... He's helped me get over my rape...

Part of me keeps telling me to let go of him and get over it...

The other part wants me to keep him and never let go...    

I seriously NEED to know what to do in this situation...I'm just really clueless on what to do....

Whatever I do, it can't hurt me much more than I'm hurt right now...

I won't ask him out though cause I know he won't accept me... I feel like nobody will...

I feel like I'm always being compared to catrina... Cause she has the boobs and the tons of makeup...

Just please whatever advice you have give it to me...