I love the classes and that isnt the problem. The problem is that i hate one of my roommates, and i hate her boyfriend even more. Everyone i am around is always in couple form. I dont party, i dont have any good friends that aren't always busy. I dont even have a phone right now to call the people i really want to talk to. I want to die, i want to get out of here. I would prefer to live in my parents house then live here but that isnt an option. I am just sick of this whole thing and i thought i would be happier when i got to college and i stupidly thought it would be some sort of cure for how i have been feeling since 8th grade and its not and that is the worst part of all.
Not to mention my head hurts.
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"We're like two children on the playground of the unconfessed souls
abandoned by our mothers and our lovers and our foes..."