Unhappy, My life is falling apart piece by piece, literally. I'm from a broken home and It tears me up inside but recently my parent's died, I've been sleep walking through everything in the past few weeks and I don't know where I am half the time.
I'm trying so hard to recover from an eating disorder but it's just so hard, but everytime I eat it does come back up literally automatically and It won't stop, then I feel ill for ages afterwards.
My brother is a maniac, I'm scared of him, he hits me and I never know what mood he is going to be in ! I feel like I can't talk to him about anything, he can just flip from happy to violent in a second, I don't dare go anywhere near him.
I hate the way I look, I HAVE tried doing things about it but no matter what I try I just end up unhappier.
I fell in love and now I'm a mess emotionally, I can't understand what's going on in my head, or his head so I never know what to do. I know he doesn't like some of the things I do but I am trying to do something about it. I also kindaaa don't feel like he likes me back
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My living situation's are going to be changing really fast soon as I move out of the country knowing barely any American. I won't know anybody there and I will be stuck on my own ):
I'm scared of moving on up in the world to university in another country incase people don't like me
On top of everything there are a few certain bitches (no names) that are bringing me down and trying to make me feel bad about myself,
Gah
Don't bother replying you're all full of shit, I just needed to get it off my chest
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Yea, if u wanna talk im here, its all going to be fine.. just give it time
