what the hell I've made a few friends but altogether it seems a little bit harder than I expected. It's like I'm not really connecting with that many people out of the ones I do meet and it seems like any of the guys I would have any interest in are not courting me or w/e uggh I'm pretty friendly and not completely horrible looking so wtf is the problem
I mean are guys in general just not very forward? Very few have come up to me and started a conversation even after I flash a smile...
to the girls: how often do you get hit on?
Maybe I'm just trying to rush things. I want more of a social life right now to distract me from other shit but it's not working out to the degree I'd like it to